Because I love You..

your on my mind once again.. Like many times before but this time things are different. He says he loves you.. He keeps saying he loves you.. I want to be mad and I want to scream BUT do I have a right?  Do I have any claim? Can I be upset and not looked at as the bad guy?  You know how I feel.. I almost died with you once.. this you don't know this I've never told you.. I dont want to tell you this I dont want you to try out of petty I want you to have what ever you want out of life. Find your Dream and Go after it live it out climb the highest Mountain.. and never look back love just keep Climbing..  For years I held on to you I have yet to let your go because I knew to do so would mean that I would lose you and I didn't want to lose you. I have known better all this time and now here it Goes. MY dear, My love I will not be following you I will not be looking for you and I will not be trying to tell or show you how much I love you.. It kills me to have to do so but I am