You know some times I wish I didn't meet her but then I know I wouldn't have learned the lessons she taught me you know. You know how people say look at both the good and bad times and see which outweighs the other? Well the good outweighs the bad. She and I have had some really great times. I hate thinking about it though because when I do start to miss her I get this sound the last sound I heard from her. It was a sound of discuss. I just don't want to think about her any more but still do any way.