When ever it comes down to you I'm always on your side I love you I believe in you in what your gonna do in life that big thing that your gonna do that's gonna change the world.. I believe in that.. I always have.. some where down the line I developed this idea that said I wanted to be with you I want to be able to hold you to make you happy to provide for you to keep you safe.. and in every way I couldn't do any of those things.. so I never pushed until last year I was working things were great.. I became a little more bolder I don't know why but I wanted to so I did... All the while having full knowledge of what I was getting my self in to.. everyone told me to just let you go... I said no I've said no for the past 8 years.. ask me why I love you?? I have no answer ask me why 8 years ago I felt that you were that important to me ?? I don't know.. you just were and are that's why I'm here.. to give you a better fighting chance.. to let you go.. I know I've said this over and over again before but I believe this time really has to be real.. I'm listening to better judgement than my self... It really has nothing to do with you other than the fact no matter what I do or how much I want to change when it comes to you I'm weak to leave... I love you and I hope you can forgive me if I hurt you in any way...
