No need to b sad 4 me dis is mi life friend i have pushed so many away and truth be told no one can handle the likes of me i have died so many times only to live again don't shed tears 4 me

How long?

Wanting to be next you makes me nervous.
I know that you don't see me like that
But boy, you have to know that the way i feel about you is driving me crazy.
How much more time do i have to sit around
And just wait for you to see that i really do care
I do like you
I laugh at your stupid Jokes
I smile a big smile for you
And even dress to get your attention
Can you see what is means to me that you are in my life?
How much more time so i have to think about you there is not that may days left I'm my life That I will be able to see you i want to know you better how long before you see that ?
The time is coming to and end SO please don't wait too long babe my song will be sung.

I think I may have met the one, ha-ha okay maybe not but hey that's wishful thinking right yeah you bet. Okay so this is whats going on my heart and all its feelings are still there but the best thing for me to do really is to try to stay away from my temptation. I can't afford to Keep walking that way. I know what I is not what I need let alone really should have. The thing is that I know that if I really just allow things to happen the way they need to happen then maybe just maybe my life will be okay but its not and really i don't know how to change that. Even though i really want things to be different. But there not and i don't know what to do to change it. Not that there is any way to change it. This is my life and there is not much I can Change. I wouldn't know how to change it well thats it for today soo yea later ME

I live to see you smile
Your touch I have soo long for
Awaken by the sweet ring of your voice
The firery yern to be held by you maybe even Kissed by you would be like deadly poisien on the wrong lips although the Kiss will be sweet and warm to the touch the Kisses are only ment for the one and only true love then and only then will life be lived to the fullest!!!
I
LOVE
YOU
LIFE/ POEM
BLOG#23

What I Feel 4 YOU !

Dear Love,
I want you to know that you mean the world to me. I have never been in these shoes before and eveytime I see you my heart Quickens. When we talk I smile hoping that one day we will become closer as "Friends"and maybe we will become more. I don't know how else to become closer to you other than the small talk. I mean its hard enough just standing in front of you when its already hard to Breath. I'm trying to to break the barrier between us that I know is there. I REALLY want to know how you feel. I mean maybe I'm alone in this relationship. HECK what relationship are we talking about ? This is my Fantasy, This is what I want. You maybe happy just the way you are Happy just were you are. If this maybe the case then its good for me to know It would be best if I'm told so I won't continue to dream the Dreams. My dreams are deep and my daydreams are Deeper. I don't want anything to be weird, but for some reason my heart yearns for you. Why I don't know Truth be told I'm more Scared now than I have ever been in my life! I hope you know how I feel and I hope you the best Life my friend Always TY