All I want is to hold you to tell you that it is all going to be ok to make sure that you are ok I hate what I'm feeling when I feel this I want to give in to the temptation of you. I have wanted to for some time now. I love you And that is the end of that I can't help but do so.. You have been the one that I have fought for time after time can you not see that? And time after time it seems that I have lost but In my heart I feel I have won. I could be wrong but I feel as If when you close your eyes at night when you dream of your hearts desire you dream of me. You dream that I'm close to you you dream the dream where you cant truly remember what happened but you knew something happened. That Dream that scares you every time I come around, because you know if you dwell on it that you will feel the same and it scares you that some one could truly love you the way you have always wanted but didn't know how to receive it. t know that even when I was with him I was thinking about you and only you. You are where I want to be.. Know this also It scares me just the same that I can feel these feelings for you. The love I have for you has been nothing but an eye opener to the person that I am. Call me your friend your sister Your lover What ever you call me I know what I am to you .. I am the One person that has never left your side even when I should have..my love my heart that is what you are and have been and always will be near or far..