Why

What did I do that made this so ? Why did you have to Break My Heart ?

How long did you think you would get before i actuality found out?

Why ? UH tell Me Why When I still have all these Feelings For you

I have never Looked at some one else while i was thinking about you

here i find you just left me like that what is up with that? uh well you know

what i'll let you go if you want but so you Know Karmas stinks you

know

so your getting what you asked for. I STILL LOVE YOU

Scream

I HATE FELLING LIKE THIS WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME IT MAKE'S ME WANT TO .....

SCARED
CRUSHED
REJECTED
EMPTY
ALONE
MISERABLE

Troubles

im listening to the troubles
that are around me
they being to pull me
down into a vast pool
of fear and darkness
im trying to find my
way back to were i
belong but only i
end up going deeper in
the farther i go
the more i feel like this is
what i deserve
like i have been such the
person that has
aloud this to happen to
those around me
that i have not been there for those
that have really called for me
i don't know
i continue to fall deeper and deeper
until i just give in

Who am I?

"Who am I as a woman? "

I was asked this Questions once and i really didn't know how to answer. As I began to think about what the person was asking me I still have no idea of what this person was really asking but it got me thinking about who I am as a person. Do I have things that I value? Or do I just except every thing that comes by? Do I just allow others to "walk over me" or do I stand up for what I "believe"? I can't say that I really let others just have there way but I do know that SOMETIMES I will stand up for what I think is right=) well thats That later

Thank You

For all those who know me, I just wanted to take the time to tell you thank you for all that you have done for me. Thank you for standing by me in my time of need. Thank you for putting up with me even if I have pushed you away. And for those that are close to my heart, well just really A big thanks to you for loving me no matter what I have really tried to understand why you all stayed around even when you didn't have too. I love you all and I just wanted to say thank you soo much.

Crazy Morning =p

Should have seen me this morning i was pretty much bouncing off the walls hahaha too much coffee love it later. Oh hey finished paper still never went to sleep need much sleep need nowwwwwww later

Mid-Term

I am soooo tired i have a mid term due in the morning ( well in a few hours ) and i don't know if i'll finish any way so just wanted to say hi and yeah well later every one stay Gold

LIFE

One of the things i have learned while going to school this semester is, that no matter how hard you have tried to change things, if the main problem is not dealt with all the little things will not be okay. Funny thing is i didn't learn that in class haha. My name is Jamie and this is my blog later =)