How come I seem to look every were you are but I can't find you ?

How come When I seek a change in me I can't find you ??

How come when ever I try to start a new Life I can't Find you??

Where are you? Where did you Go ?? Why can't I let Go ??

I don't know why but I've seemed to be back were I started....

Something about knowing you has Put me back there and really I'm not sure that i wanna be there?? MY Life Was fine before I started with you and my life was Better with out you

But who am I to say that WE can not be ?? Its different When I feel the LORD in our Relationship Its Different when I know HE Brought us together. SO why do I feel the way i did before?? Why is my Mind on you that way?? Why do I feel so scared?? I just wanna be your Friend and Nothing more. !!!