Your doing it again... I don't know what I said or did but I'm soo fucking tired of the games your playing... I never thought I'd not give a fuck but your turning me into that cold heartless bitch you've always wanted me to be.. soo thanks for everything.. thanks for dragging me along thanks for not giving a fuck about me ..and if you did care well what a way of showing it..I was ready to spend money I really didn't have on you to spoil you for you not for me nope for you I loved you unlike any one would ever love you not even he can love you and make you feel like I would have.. with ever time you shut me out you've made me turn cold like that song Ice Box that's what my heart is turning into... Thanks to you !!!
Saturday, March 15, 2014
Why?
I hate when it comes down to this... The silent time I hate when you shut me out you know what happens when you shut me out if I was ready to say goodbye I would have but i didn't so why shut me out fuck you know what that does to me.. all these years and I still have not stopped falling for you I thought it may be a phase that I day to go through but 8 years is an obsession rather than a love.. now I just wish I would die already l instead of feeling this way.. I love you so much and you never seem to care... Wait I take that back you do care.. I see it the way you look at me I see you I caught you watching me a few times before soo why do you push ?? Your not useing me so what is it are you afraid because you feel that same thing ?? If so why hide it ?? Or am I being childish to think you would or any one for that matter would love me like that ?? I'm just stupid to think that I know.. you would never love me like that no matter what happened.. it kills me to know that Im expendable not just to you but to a lot of people.. I feel it.. I see it.. Im not important to any one its ok ill just keep loving others never to be loved back in the same way its ok ...never to be truly happy.. Good bye for now..
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