I keep thinking.. what if ?? What if I missed my chance ? What if I messed up What happens if i leave?? I almost lost you once and every day I asked my self why what if i miss out what am I doing just sitting here doing nothing.. Get your lazy fucking ass up and do something. MY world is you and I don't know how to not do you not to at least know that your thereto not have that connection .. WHY The Hell do you matter soo much to me ???? I keep Kicking myself in the Ass trying to figure it all out. Why do I Love you soo much Why do I Really care?? I mean I can say your the love of my life and I can't live with out you, but is that the truth? Honestly what happen you walked in to my Class room and I knew then that my life was gonna change I can't explain how I knew I just did. And it did, You are some one that I have never given up on you are some one who I see daily in my minds eye.. Lol ok I don't believe in the Minds Eye but I do dream about you and i think about you often so often that I have been missing you soo much.. Now look what you made me do believe that I look like a fool saying all of this?? any way I am getting tired k I love you