Fuck this bull shit I can't believe I'm still were I 've always been this is stupid shit that's why I never opened myself up becAuse really  I hate being hurt like this I don't want to have to deal with this like this... she won't talk to me don't ask me why because I don't know and he well don't get me started on the one man I really let in can only tear me down I'm done don't I deserve love I mean real love not that tv shit no the real deal I want that  everything else is bull shit and I don't have time for bull shit..