DARK DAYS

Soo I'm sorry its been a while getting on I don't know how people go on after an ordeal like that.. just to let you know I've been in and out of the hospital doc says if it had been a minute or two later I would have died... any way soo I'm not doing that again.. its been a difficult time.. my hearts been breaking and no matter who I meet she will always be the one I love!!  I've been trying to let go really I have..soo I believe I may have to stay single for the rest of my life forever alone.. but I can't go back to that dark place any more I gotta figure something out...