When it comes down to you.. you win hands down.. today I was at the gym and I had seen this girl I knew from working in the mall she is pretty and really didn't need to be working out she seemed as if she was at a good body weight.. any way I first spotted her going into the gym then when I went in I saw her on the tredmil..it was then I knew what I was doing and I wouldn't allow myself to do so.. so I closed my eyes and rode my bike thing and girl did I ride.. my rpms was at 110-120 heart rate got up to 190 not good...when I opened my eyes I just slowed down and then she walked by..( now thinking about it she must have known that I had been some what but not on purpose watchen her) the first three times she didn't know but when she got off the tread and walked passed me I'm sure she saw me and then I just happed to turn around to see my surroundings when she walked by again.. I then turned around and rode fast again.. lol any way I got off and saw she was with some guy and she was lifting weights I turned around and focused on me I did my reps and I tried not to look any more but that didn't work cuz I was now facing her while on one of the machines.. so I closed my eyes and did my count.. why when I finished when I open my eyes I look to my left and she's walking my way but instead of her coming to me I smile I knod then I give a lil wave and then she turns to go to finish working out that's when I decided that I wouldn't do this any more.. so I put a wall between her and I..and did another work out when I finished that I shot out.. I still miss you my first love..so you win!!! I love you!
07/23/13
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