Saturday, July 6, 2013

The Day I realized it was You!

One day I was heading home from work and I had decided to come see you I heared you were moving and well I wanted to see you before you left.. I didn't feel like listening to the music on my phone so I turned on the radio to 99.1.and this song came on and as I listend to it every word rang true every word was how I felt..
                  All along it was a fever
               A cold sweat hot-headed believer
        I threw my hands in the air, said, "Show me something
           He said, "If you dare come a little closer."

         Round and around and around and around we go
        Oh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

             Not really sure how to feel about it.                  Something in the way you move
           Makes me feel like I can't live without you
                  It takes me all the way. 
                   I want you to stay

I wanted you to stay I would hate my self if I didn't tell you that I did I would die if you left. Many times I went back and forth on how I felt about you but I didn't want to ruin our friendship.. I loved you and I didn't wanna let you go!!

                Ooh the reason I hold on
              Ooh cause I need this hole gone
               Funny you're the broken one
            but I'm the only one who needed saving
              Cause when you never see the light                          it's hard to know which one of us is caving

And that is my life story I was always trying to help her show her that she can be loved that if any one treated her right that if they treated her like a queen that if they respected her right then and only then will that person deserve her heart.. but she never heard me I would tell her all the time how much I loved her how much potential she has that she was ment for great things in life.. all the while I was hurting I could never let go of what I was feeling.. I didn't know how to handle it.. it wasn't till that day the day this song is playing in my ear to I hear my true feeling ring loud and clear.. do I understand that my love is her my heart wanted her the day I reliezed that I loved her more than my own life that I wanted to do what ever it took to be with her.. that I Loved PMA!!!

5/20/13

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