Questions??

I'm thinking about you again.. I really do miss you.. I hate not being able to talk you.. why do things have to be this way?? Why can't I just die already so that I won't be in others way?? Why can't I just put you behind me?? Why does this has to be so hard?? Why can't this part be over?? I know I love you and but real love also knows when to let go so why can't I??
6/30/13