Yeah this girl and I have been through soo much I've liked her since forever an even told her at one time and she even knows that I still have a thing and she doesn't care.. but lately I've been feeling more of a pull to her... I think she knows but is waiting for me to say or do something.. the thing is that she's more than a friend or a sister or a lover or any thing like that she holds my heart and no matter how may times has or may push me away I will forever be there I would find her if she moved away.. I would follow her to the end of the earth if that's were she was.. I would die if she died.. really no other person has ever made me feel this way.. I love her more than I've loved another..
Sounds corny I know but its the truth.. she's never just used me in fact I have to almost beg her to let me do any thing for her...life with out her is misery.. Sorry I'm just going on and on but I've been trying to write out how I feel and now I'm able too!! I couldn't express it before and now I have this is what's driving me crazy. She wants to know what's on my mind but to tell her means that I may lose a really Great friend or even make things awkward and I don't wanna do that I don't wanna lose what we have unless there is a chance that she feels the same way.. I look at her and I cring because of how tiny she is the bruses on her body.. I can see the misery in her face I can feel the touch of loneliness.. I want nothing else to see her truly happy nothing more than to know that she's well!! I want to be with her every day I want to wake up next to her just holding her safe so nothing nor no one could hurt her.. I love her.. more than she will ever know!!