I know my heart is torn in two, I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, I don know what I'm doing with all of this, I'm confused, I feel like I'm losing my mind, I just want to be happy!!! These are all saying to decribe how your feeling at different times soo why am I feeling all of this at once?? I have a love hate thing going. I have that one person in my life that will always mean the world to me no matter how many other people come into my life when ever I try to move one I hesitate in fear of losing her for ever.. I hate the fact that I may never get to see her again but I hate even more knowing that somethings going on and I can't be there to help.. I was told that maybe she was taken from me because I wouldn't be able to handle everything that was going on in her life and that when everything cleared when the time is right that she would come back.. Although more than anything in the world I would love for her to come back and for us to be together but my question is would she ?? Did she care enough about me to come back or would she just decided to stay away..?? My heart is heavy with all of these questions and even more soo