Damn!!

Soo I have been debating whether or not if I should write you.. I've been wanting to but don't think you would respond any way.. so I've been keeping to my self... I miss the girls you know just seeing their smiles and hearing them laugh made my day.. You know when you left it was one of the hardest things I had to deal with because I didn't realize that I had grown to depend on you just being there.. I never really realized that you could leave when ever you wanted... that says a lot about me I know. So this is me being Honest and blunt (or trying to be open and honest) lol I've tried a lot and I'm trying to get over you I'm tying to let go honest I even started writing this in your messenger on FB but chickened out because I don't know if you even want to hear from me.. I know we used to have these times when we wouldn't talk and then you would go back to him have another beautiful baby and after the new addition came into the world then you would allow me to come around it after a while. But I don't want to wait any more you in my life is all I want I hate not being able to talk or just spend time with you... All this to say I MISS YOU SOO DAMN MUCH ITS NOT FUNNY..!!!