Uhgg Love

They say true love never comes twice. But I've found my love over and over and over again. She is the love of my life it took me sometime to see it but when I did I tried to do everything to keep her! She was the one that held my heart she was the only one who let me be myself around her! I never felt that I need to change who I am or the things I said or the things I did. I was me she knew when something was wrong and she knew when everything was right and when she didn't really need to be around .. those things in themselves allowed me to continue to be me and love her all the more! She was and is my hearts desire.. Without her I feel incomplete I've never understood this I never saw why she completed me in a way that only she could.. I never realized just how much she was a symbol in my life. And over every thing in my life she was and is the solid and the inconsistent in my life. There when she wanted to be but never really there when I needed her.. I'm not trying to paint her to be a bad looking person nope I'm just showing you how I could see past all of the other stuff and still love her all the more..  We aren't ment for each other.. No were not.. we are only ment to be friends.. Will I continue to love her all the same?? Well yes of course.. but she won't be my hearts desire.. I'm here for her if she wants a friend but if not then so be it.. I love you and you know that... !!