This is hard for me to just sit back and keep quite while you hurt while you openly go through something.. that I ...just can't help you out with. I love you I always have and I don't think that I'll ever stop but I can't I hate sitting back when I know your hurting.. I bet you tell others your fine when your not I bet when your alone or by your self for a second you cry a lil I bet you get annoyed when others say oh its just a season you'll get better or when they say they know how you feel.. when you know they don't!! They don't know your pain.. I bet sometimes you feel like its soo loud like you can't hear your own thoughts. And some times your thoughts are soo loud you just can't hear period...they say they are there for you but yet when you really need them they are not there or they can't get to you.. they say they love you but yet do they know what that really means?? Can they say that with all their heart they love you??
Can they say that they would drop everything just to be with you?? But all that does not matter.. why because I've told you just like I know for a fact that your Mom has told you.. You are a strong young woman and anything you set out to do you will accomplish.. you my friend are meant for bigger and better things!! I want you to go after them your mom wanted you to go after them..don't just settle for a pile of sand when you can have the beach... don't settle for a Toyota when you can have a BMW or a Lexus you don't think your worth it but your Mom knew you are! And I know you are too!! And listen your Mom may not be hear on earth but you better bet that she's watching you and loves you very much and wants you to dream and dream big!! You can do this I've got your back I always have.. I love you remember you are a strong woman and you can do any thing.. !
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