This will be the hardest thing I'll ever do because I've never done it before! I have to say good bye I have to let go starting tonight! I thought I could handle this I thought I could do this but my heart hurts with ever moment that we share! I've been knowing for some time now that we were heading our seperat ways but I didn't want to see it! See You were my like my sun.. when I had bad days you cheered me up you were like my rock when things would get crazy yu would keep me grounded... I hate knowing that someone else has your heart I hate knowing that I'm sharing you with someone who isn't me! Me saying this is me comitting suidcied! Because words this deep are words from my very soul! And can never be replaced! It would almost make since for me to say good bye for real now! What's the point of me going on with out you?? There were nights and some days I would just stare at my phone waiting for you to call or text me I would wonder where you were or what you were doing and if you were ok ... I've been just trying to be ok I've been trying to let go of you but I can't your an angle in my world you made me feel important you made me smile more than I had in a long time and I can't and I don't want to lose that I don't want t lose you but if me holding on to you is the wrong thing I have to let you go I love you more than you know I think that sometimes the choices I've made with you were selfish ones.. I've wanted nothing more to have you feel about me the way I feel for you! I even drempt it. It was magic for me but I know its not reality it may be time for me to let you go I don't wanna hold you back so I'm gonna let you go and tonight is the night I do just that!!...
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