I've been thinking about her I don't know why maybe it has to deal with the way she looked at me the other day or maybe it had to do with they way she looked! I don't know really don't know. I notice that I got angry afterwards espisacaly when I wasn't able to talk or see my friend! I meam what is that?..... any way I feel like such a child some times.... and I hate it! I told her that something would happen and this is it!!!! Any way I hate that when I see her I feel this way and the fact that she looked so differnt but yet the same well that blew me away!! I'm trying not to go down this pathway again!! I'm trying live the way I'm supposed to! I made up a song yesterday kinda about her and then not about her! Not cool!!!