I once Knew some one who would tell me that I was funny That I was special that I was fun to hang around with that i was enjoyable  and that I knew every one and had to many friends... BUT now all of that has changed I feel like i have to pull teeth in order to talk to any of my "Friends" these days I feel as if I'm being avoided... Every one I know is married or has kids or has a boyfriend or even getting engaged.. I mean really why is this happening ?? I feel as if I'm never gonna have my chance... Will I ever have my chance at love and real happiness???